To the pain!
ahhhh
so its only monday... that sucks
ive been up for 16 hours and ive been doing stuff with no rest i love it
i think of it not maybe as painful and hard, as it is these things but less as a pestilence and more of a chagengelle of the spirit
i have so many things and they are all so absorbing of their own parts and i make decisions everyday and i have to choose things over other things and i love it
its such an abosorbing atmosphere it keeps me on my toes from the morning wit the act of getting up rite until i decide whether or not ive done enough to merit sleep
i battle wit my own soul and spirit, battle wit my body literally and battle by trying to learn and get through school every day
wit this i balance my home life which knock on wood is almost getting better it seems
and maybe get to sit and talk wit my friends relax with my friends for a half an hour, this is rare during the week
i think i may not only survive this year but i may enjoy it haha that or im just crazy
so its only monday... that sucks
ive been up for 16 hours and ive been doing stuff with no rest i love it
i think of it not maybe as painful and hard, as it is these things but less as a pestilence and more of a chagengelle of the spirit
i have so many things and they are all so absorbing of their own parts and i make decisions everyday and i have to choose things over other things and i love it
its such an abosorbing atmosphere it keeps me on my toes from the morning wit the act of getting up rite until i decide whether or not ive done enough to merit sleep
i battle wit my own soul and spirit, battle wit my body literally and battle by trying to learn and get through school every day
wit this i balance my home life which knock on wood is almost getting better it seems
and maybe get to sit and talk wit my friends relax with my friends for a half an hour, this is rare during the week
i think i may not only survive this year but i may enjoy it haha that or im just crazy