Mar 07, 2004 13:53
im sick of being a whiney bitch and always complaining and crying, im gonna pretend that everything is okay, even though im really going crazy and honestly hate living without you. Me complaining and crying cant be attractive, and seeing as i want you, thats bad for business, so i guess ill hide myself again, and pretend that im okay.
An O'Doyle song that i wrote, it was written for a different meaning, but it fits now
"The Most Useful Art"
Another day spent hiding away
behind a mask of me
everything i say to you
makes you believe...
all the hours spent on the phone
in my disguise
hiding what i cant be in your eyes
(i hide) i hide from you
(just like) just like you do
Another night surrounded by
your thoughts, and my words
all the time we spent alone
now leaves us torn
we were always so damn good
at tricking ourselves
and here we lie so badly in need of help
(i lie) i lie to you
(just like) just like you do
so this time ill hide the truth
to spend, another night next to you
*ryan
WATCH AS I PHASE YOU OUT OF MY LIFE