shitty day
such a shitty day,
RYAN STOP THINKING!!! its driving me crazy, YOU are driving me crazy, like always, and its nothing you did. you always have had this effect on me. Fucking shit.
i dont know how to explain, i confuse myself.
why am i giving up something that could be wonderful for something that WAS wonderful but is probly never going to happen.
;OLAHSDFLKAHSDFASDFASNFKSADFASDJFKASFL ASLKFASHFASKF;KASDHLFAHSDF;ASG SDEITWEGNSXDFT8Q34TAEN BT-23MRJNAE[TGHAT['N TA!!!
that was me banging on the keyboard, i dont feel any better though. im not mad at myself or anyone, i dont know what i feel. this probly isnt because of what you think it is either
RYAN STOP THINKING!!! its driving me crazy, YOU are driving me crazy, like always, and its nothing you did. you always have had this effect on me. Fucking shit.
i dont know how to explain, i confuse myself.
why am i giving up something that could be wonderful for something that WAS wonderful but is probly never going to happen.
;OLAHSDFLKAHSDFASDFASNFKSADFASDJFKASFL ASLKFASHFASKF;KASDHLFAHSDF;ASG SDEITWEGNSXDFT8Q34TAEN BT-23MRJNAE[TGHAT['N TA!!!
that was me banging on the keyboard, i dont feel any better though. im not mad at myself or anyone, i dont know what i feel. this probly isnt because of what you think it is either