Nov 23, 2004 16:09
I want you so bad. You understand me more than anybody ever has..... And you are so fucking gorgeous. What more can i do? i mean if plastic forks and pumpkins wont do it what will? How can i be heartbroken over something i never had? no- im not "heartbroken" in the sense like i was before, but when i sleep at night, you are in my head for hours while i lie there until i fall asleep, and you are in my head in the morning before i even open my eyes. I feel like everything i do, i am for some reason doing it for you; to try and somehow get you to feel the same way i do.
You will probably never know how much you have saved me, you are the single reason i am over her. Every time that i would normally think about her, i find myself instead thinking about you. You are never out of my mind for more than 30 minutes. even after all this you still might contribute to my downfall.
what more can i do????
i even fucking wrote a song about you on the erie trip......
"An Angel capped in Flame"
Im not one to give my heart away like this
writing a song for a girl ive never kissed
but i guess things happen unexpectedly
and you cant help yourself when youre falling.... falling deep
i travel these long roads i think about you all the time
500 miles and youve never left my mind
I hope when i get home that this can somehow be
instead of "me and them" things turn into "you and me"
i want you so bad,
youre like an angel in a cap of flame
heaven will never be the same
it feels so good
the few short times weve been together
i wanna feel like that forever
Bridget Fonda will never be seen in the same way
i see you everytime i look into her face
your not in movies but to me youll always shine
ill put my past behind if it would only make you mine
i want you so bad,
youre like an angel in a cap of flame
heaven will never be the same
it feels so good
the few short times weve been together
i wanna feel like that forever
Im not one to give my heart away like this
writing a song for a girl ive never kissed
but i guess things happen unexpectedly
and you cant help yourself when youre falling.... falling deep
i want you so bad,
youre like an angel in a cap of flame
heaven will never be the same
it feels so good
the few short times weve been together
i wanna feel like that forever
i wanna feel like that forever
i wanna feel like that forever....
ugh.... Ryan.