Mar 31, 2004 12:33
what the hell am i doing? im sitting here in computer class ready to punch something, my mind is going in a million directions,i cant think straight, im ready to cry, this is so dumb, if were together i dont get upset about anything, and i dont get jealous about anything, but when were apart im possesive and a psycho, its so dumb. my heart is racing, and i am hyperventilating, i wish i didnt feel this way, i really do, i dont do this to make anyone feel sorry for me, least of all you, but this is really how i feel. this is shitty, real shitty.