Mar 22, 2004 21:17
Its just a fucking dance!! why does it hurt so much? why does it make me not want to live? it hurts so much. I am so stupid, but this hurts so much, all i wanted was to go to the fucking senior dance with the girl i love, but no, i cant. it hurts so fucking much. i cant have anything.
I know you say its just a dance, but it was so much more to me. it was so important, just like it was last year. i dont think i will ever be able to let this one go and forget this time.