the final goodbyes

Aug 18, 2006 19:39

last night i had to say bye to my friends.
"growing up" is hard but moving forward is even harder(i think)
this summer was.amazing.
and there are things i wish i could just freeze and they would be exactly the same when i get home

im just gonna go through all the people at jens last night because everyone there i consider one of my best friends and wouldnt know what to do without:

jennifer michelle: you are truly one of my best friends. this summer was amazing with you and we got so close where it got to a point where it was just a natrual thing for us to hang out. we grew a lot this summer and learned how to comprimise with each other so when we needed out space we both understood and gave it to each other. ur family is like my family and your house is like my second house. i love you so much and i really hope things between us dont change. be careful in college and be smart. ive never seen someone grow so much in one summer and u are gonna just be amazing in college. I LOVE YOU!

alyssa: you have been the one survivor throughout my life. i met you when we were in preschool and i cant imagine a time in my life or memories without you being a part of them. i remeber going to ur house almost every day when we were neighbors and when u moved away i cried for like a week. i remeber that my summer plans would be call alyssa and play basketball outside of my house until it got too dark or the bugs attacked us or u got really angry at me for winning and left(hehe). then highschool came and we just never drifted apart. even the times when we werent "super" close u were always connected in my life and our friendship is one of those bonds thats just never going to change.

kimmy(girlfriend)wagner: well i met you my sophmore year on jvb field hockey and u really didnt like me. you even had a team sleepover and purposly didnt invite me or jills. then junior year came and we actually took the time to get to know each other. and once we did...we pretty much started dating(in field hockey world). we disagree on a lot and most of the time our views are polar opposites of each other but throughout that all we have a common respect and understanding for each other and after my senior year u became part of my closest group of friends and i really dont know what i would have done without you. you are the only person to stand up and tell me when im being a total ass and that my friends is what brought us even close and made our friendship as strong as it is today. never change kimmy<3

jenni schwartz: well i just met you this year and we really didnt become close until the end of the school year. i honestly wish i had more of your qualities. i really do admire you so much. you have the biggest heart in the entire world and accept everyone no matter who they are. you are possibly one of the most outgoing girls i have ever met and you are hardly ever seen without a huge smile. you are friends with everyone and ive never heard any negative comments about you because i think if anyone talked shit about you they would be shot by 15 people defending you. you are also the most original girls ive ever known literally living in their own world. im very jealous of your ability to be so comfortable in your own skin and its what draws people to you. i love love love love you and im gonna miss the talks we have. i know we will see each other on the breaks. i love you.

bradkins: duuuuuuuuude i love this kid. we have gona to junior high and high school together and really didnt start to get super close until this year. we had 2 classes together and had our little trio in the back of the room for english. we got close throughout the year but the start of the summer came and i thought this was gonna be one of those "school friendships" where you dont see the person after this but while in school u guys were tiiight. well i guess we proved that wrong. clearly it was music that brought us closer because i think we could talk about it all day. you are one of those guys that you can just feel comfortable around no matter what and u really are an amazing friend. im gonna miss you so much and i really hope we dont drift cause i really really value our friendship a lot.

boofaloof: oh my lantern. this kid is freaking hilarious. he has the sarcastic funny down to a key and can me laugh so hard. we had 2 classes together junior year where we would be lab partners and we would ALWAYS fuck it up some how. im really happy that bradley brought you with to the lbc concert because i consider that one of the best nights of the summer. ur family freaking rocks dude and ur dad is almost as funny as you(oooooooh jerry) haha and your dad gave me the best compliment ive ever gotten in my life and we pretty much love each other or something. haha im gonna miss you and we are most def. chillaxing when i get home.

christopher wang: well sir, we had the same friends majority of the year and were accquinted with each other but never really formed that friendship. and once everything kinda went to hell and me and all of ur friends kinda drifted we suddenly got a lot closer. you give crazy good advice and possibly one of my favorite people to talk to. you are the most down to earth person i know and people respect you for that. you are gonna do something amazing someday i swear and i will be very proud to say that we are friends. thank you for the goodbye present(i havent read the letter yet because im not in my dorm room yet) but the cd rocked and really really meant a lot. and dont say "have a great year" dummy im clearly gonna see u on my breaks.

FINALLY....

THE P QUAD: you guys just get your own little section. we all went to the lbc concert together and after that night we formed our own little click. we hang out with each other and its just like a comedy show. we make each other laugh and we can be as stupid as we want because for some reason we all feel super comfortable around each other. you guys really impacted the second half of my summer and when i think back on my summer before college you guys will be the major reason why i loved it so much. i hope when we get back nothing changes and that brad nd boofy u guys will still be with me and jenny because we love you boys. we have friendship braclets(admit defeat: MOO) one day we are just gonna admit everything to each other. i need to teach myself to stop talking like you clowns.
man i love you guys nd im REALLY gonna miss you.

move in day tomorrow.
hellooooooooo college
(admit that ive never been more excited and scarded in my life)
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