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Julie3790: alright, I'll go first
MaTt 3245: I was just about to actually
Julie3790: ahh
MaTt 3245: ok
Julie3790: well, considering I got nuthin, you can go first
MaTt 3245: right
MaTt 3245: well, I want to apologize for not being clearer before
Julie3790: thanks
MaTt 3245: I was working up to talking about it
MaTt 3245: the whole talking about where you stood was the first part of it
Julie3790: ahh, I stand no where
MaTt 3245: right
MaTt 3245: I want you to know I really didn't mean any harm
MaTt 3245: and I wanted to know if you understood that
Julie3790: yes, but you know its hard.
MaTt 3245: I know
MaTt 3245: I just liked being around you and didn't want to just spring it on you to prevent you from freaking out
MaTt 3245: I was hoping to have a nice talk about it
MaTt 3245: but not a forced talk
Julie3790: okay, well I wasn't gonna blow you off about it
MaTt 3245: eventually, though, we'd arive right at this same conclusion
MaTt 3245: I was just hoping the circumstances would have been much better
Julie3790: same conclusion? and that would be
MaTt 3245: That even though I liked you, there was really no way that any kind of romance could happen
Julie3790: why not...cause I don't have the same religion as you?!
MaTt 3245: My relationship with Jesus is the most important thing I have
MaTt 3245: It is what my life is built around
Julie3790: yeah, and I don't judge you for that.
MaTt 3245: It is a thing that should ideally be shared among couples so they can grow off each other
MaTt 3245: closer to each other
MaTt 3245: and closer to God
MaTt 3245: together
MaTt 3245: and that is one of the most important things to me
Julie3790: so, you would pass over some amazing person (not saying its me) just because she wasn't christian?
MaTt 3245: honestly, I'd have to say yes
Julie3790: omg.
MaTt 3245: My relationship with God is more important than any physical relationship with a woman no matter how awesome
MaTt 3245: I'm not saying it wouldn't be hard
MaTt 3245: it might be the hardest thing I've ever done
Julie3790: you bet it is.
Julie3790: you're gonna miss out.
Julie3790: but hey, its your opinion and I'm no one to judge it
MaTt 3245: honestly, I don't really think I'd be missing out on all that much because my other relationship is so much more important both to me and in the grand scheme of things
MaTt 3245: than not having a relationship at all
Julie3790: you know what
Julie3790: I give up.
MaTt 3245: I really would not like to lose a friend out of all this
Julie3790: I didn't say that.
MaTt 3245: then what did you mean by I give up?
Julie3790: trying to persuade you out of this. I give up. forever.
Julie3790: you know what
Julie3790: I give up because you lost something great.
MaTt 3245: I lost something great?
Julie3790: yes you did.
Julie3790: you lost me.
MaTt 3245: I'm sorry
and to think....
Joe REALLY helped me, is helping me. Read this one:
Jforce121: jesus christ though theres a thing called compromise
Julie3790: yes! comprimise!
Jforce121: julie im here for you i want you to know that
Julie3790: I know, you are.
Jforce121: if you need to talk give me your cell fone number and i will go right down to the basement and sit there on the fone with you until you feel even a litle better even if it takes days
Julie3790: aww, all your gonna hear is crying.
I love him to death!