Who needs drugs?

Oct 17, 2006 10:23

I have been cycling between feeling high and merely very good all day. If I could just hang onto this feeling and be able to function, life'd be perfect.




I have been wondering whether or not to call Dr B... and I can't make up my mind. I haven't told him about the hypomania yet, he only knows about the restlessness. I have an appointment on Monday. I honestly don't know what I could be doing differently anyway. I'm on Seroquel on top of my other meds, and making sure that I'm sleeping well. Everything that I'm told to do so far. I'm not sure if I should just call to keep him updated, or just wait til Monday.

And part of me doesn't want this feeling to go. The only reason that I am not just sitting back and saying just go with it and enjoy it, is that I want to finish this semester, and while I can probably take indefinite time to put my assignments in, I HAVE to get the messageboard posts done before the semester ends.

I'm still suffering from lack of concentration which is annoying. Why can't I have one of those episodes where you can accomplish 20 things at once? Oh well, could be worse, could be worse.

I have spent the day... watching DVD's, knitting, downloading blinkies (all at once), listening to the new evanescence album which is awesome... attempted housework... attempted weeding the courtyard...gave myself the day of even attempting study.

I'll try again tomorrow. I need to sit down and write some lists of everything I need to do, or something. Doing things in little bits, then stopping and doing something else a little bit, might work with my lack of concentration. And a list would give me focus. I think I'll write up one tonight for tomorrow.

Might even work.



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