Sita
Why? Why can't I shake the look on her face? I feel it there, in my heart, in my head, somewhere deep in my soul I feel it nad can't seem to get rid of it. It's in there deep and won't shake. I wanna ask for help but the fear of being left alone keeps me from opening my mouth. My hear has closed around the wounds no my soul, and no other person will ever see the pain they cause me. I wanna reach from my curled position, I wanna reach, I wanna be able to take the risk to fall. But I fall there is nothing there to catch me, there isn't anyone there to catch me. There never was.
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And then another thought comes and it no longer matters. I am here only for the balance. Nothing else.