Jun 29, 2008 13:47
My eyes are open but there isn't anything for me to see. At least nothing that I want to look at. My opinion of people has just taken a nose-dive and I didn't even like people very much in the first place. Now the one individual that is supposed to keep me from losing all faith in humanity has done the exact opposite. I really don't understand people's decisions on how they lead their lives. I guess it's really none of my business since it's not my life. I do, though, try to at least follow the golden rule. I just wish that my actions were reciprocated.
This couldn't happened at a better time, actually. I have been going through a period of self-doubt but not thirty minutes after deciding someone isn't worth my time I actually felt better than I had in months. 130lbs has been lifted from me and I never have to worry about them again. I'm actually feeling really good about it, not to mention all the fun that I had with it.
In all seriousness though, I definitely wasted six months of my life with someone that I will never get back and all I get from it is a more jaded attitude.
Awesome