Feb 06, 2004 23:49
First off i'd like to say that the play was awsome!!!! Ok thats enough happyness...
Well "she" was at the play, I saw her before it started but not the hole time the play was. However, after the play she came up to me, and told me "some really bad things were said," she didn't even admit that she was the one that said them. Despite everything, and i mean EVERYTHING, she said i still had respect for her. She did however apologize, sort of. She also said how she misses my friendship, and she is uncomfortable with us not talking. Unfortunatally i can't trust her at her word anymore, but at the same time i miss her still. I know however that i can't just accept her at her word anymore. The hole time she was talking to me i was on the verge of tears. I don't think i can ever forgive her for for saying what she did but i just hope we can coexsist peacefull enough so that we can be in the same room and i won't be scared to look her in the eye.
[edit] I could tell by the way she said everything she did, she has know clue all of the pain she caused me. She has no idea, i wish she did though, then maybe i'll beable to get all the closer i need to put all of this behind me. I do want to, however, thank her for saying something, it helped give me a little of the closer i need. I can now at least see her without getting nervious and almost crying. [/edit]
[edit] I can't believe no one filled out my survey...
*sigh*
I should have figured as much.[/edit]