Why...
Why does it seem my life is getting better something has to happen that reminds me how crappy life really is. My whole life, up til now, my mental health has never made me physically ill and in the past month it has... TWISE! The masacistic feeling is coming back. Right now the only good things in my life are my friends, who i don't see anymore and the fact that i might have a gorl friend soon, who lives in Maine. Everything else sucks and is making me feel even worse, of course there are my parents who aren't doing anything to help me feel any better.