Feb 16, 2007 00:43
I don't really have much to say but I felt like updating.
I am not sure if I still belong at Rice. I mean, it's a great place but I may start looking into transferring to somewhere else/ taking a semester off. Rice is a fantastic school but I am just completely burnt out.
A friend of my sister told me that I shouldn't take any time off because I might not want to go back but if going to Spain doesn't cure me of whatever is going on, I kinda want to get a job and take at least one semester off.
I'm not sure what I'd do if I took a semester off but I am pretty confident I could find a job or get some kind of position. More than likely in houston but I might want to try a new city or place of living because the only place in which I have lived have been mississsippi, houston and pennsylvania. Maybe out west for a bit?
I don't see anything wrong with taking a semester off to justcollect myself and get my mind back on track. I just feel perpetually distracted right now. Like I can't focus on anything and nothing is really important. I'm not depressed, sad, or anything else like that. Just restless, I guess.
Whatever, all of this will be solved later.
I typed this entire entry looking up at the ceiling, and I'm not sure why but I feel that it is easier to write an entry while not lookingat the computer. Maybe I'm just insane.