Dec 23, 2005 00:09
I don't know what going on. BUT..I have a "small" crush on someone that I probably shouldn't be having a crush on. I think about this person constantly and wonder what it would be like to "be with them: Its driving me insane. I don't even know what brought all of this out. I've been having some crazy ass dreams too. I'm going mad.
I have a bf and a baby. Why do I feel like I'm missing out on something? I'm not even the type of person this other person would date or anything. I know there's nothing there but I still cant help but think about what things would be like with them.
I haven't told them yet. I doubt that I will. I don't want to make our friendship weird.
Maybe I have some sort of split personality. I don't really like the person my other personality does..ha...anyway..