ehh

[warpedillusionz]

bleh, so another bad day today.. blahness. parents still arguing and i didnt have anything to do today no one returned my calls blahh i hate listening to people argue it gives me the worst headache. all i want to do is get out they are going to the beach tommorow with my little brother and his friend so at least ill have a few hours of peace.. probably still bored off my ass but peace at least. heh i was supposed to go tonight but i didnt ah well.. theres always other times i guess im super tired but i cant sleep, last night there was so much on my mind and i didnt fall asleep till 7am.. woke up at 11am so i didnt get much sleep. i really need to get away from this house i cant wait till i get another job so i can get out hopefully i can get a studio to myself or something as long as im getting paid good enough if not a little two bedroom with a roomate but i still need one of those. :shrug:

i need to come up with 201 bucks too for my classes then money for books and everything blahhh

i really need to do something tommorow cause i feel like utter shit just sitting here all day ha not emotionaly or anything i just feel useless sitting here watching tv allll day i need to make more friends haha..

one of my good friends lives out in the freakin boondocks and driving out there sucks ha

anywhoo... i might write more later tonight but for now, this is all i can think of

im still pretty upset about what was said to me last night.. and the heat doesnt help my mood saying i get bored really quick when im by myself

ta for now folks.