Happiness is not a fish that you can catch
X-posted to my myspace
Wow...I am going to be INSANELY busy this semester. I really don't have time for anything but all the shit that I already have!
I am really excited but then again not...I mean...this is my LAST YEAR!!!!! I am so ready to be done you just don't know! but anywho...yeah
Another thing that I've realized recently: I am happy. I am perfectly content with my life right now. I mean, there is nothing that I want or need(aside from like...money haha). I have Gabriel and my sister and good friends and that's all I need. Maybe that's not all I'll ever need, but it is definitely all I need right now and seriously I don't think I could handle more if I had it! I really like my life right now and I have plans for this semester and all I want is to see them through. Other than that I don't really have room for anything else in my life and I kinda like it. Go figure...I finally stop stressing about all the little shit like people have been telling me to do for so many years and what do you know...it actually worked.
So....yeah....I'm probably not gonna be able to have fun like I had the past few weeks, but I'm ok with that. I'm going to be busy as hell and you know what...that's what I like...I'm the sort of person that likes to have a million and one things to do....it makes it easier to make schedules...I'm all about schedules....and its really hard to schedule nothing hahaha!!! Anywho...that's all I've got for now...and believe it or not my happy ass is off to bed!!! Yeah, I said bed because I'm gonna get up and run tomorrow! and if I don't then I am running when I get home...either way my fat (but happy) ass is gonna be on the damned treadmill!!
Oh yeah and Note to Self:
DRINK MORE FUCKING WATER STUPID!!!
Wow...I am going to be INSANELY busy this semester. I really don't have time for anything but all the shit that I already have!
I am really excited but then again not...I mean...this is my LAST YEAR!!!!! I am so ready to be done you just don't know! but anywho...yeah
Another thing that I've realized recently: I am happy. I am perfectly content with my life right now. I mean, there is nothing that I want or need(aside from like...money haha). I have Gabriel and my sister and good friends and that's all I need. Maybe that's not all I'll ever need, but it is definitely all I need right now and seriously I don't think I could handle more if I had it! I really like my life right now and I have plans for this semester and all I want is to see them through. Other than that I don't really have room for anything else in my life and I kinda like it. Go figure...I finally stop stressing about all the little shit like people have been telling me to do for so many years and what do you know...it actually worked.
So....yeah....I'm probably not gonna be able to have fun like I had the past few weeks, but I'm ok with that. I'm going to be busy as hell and you know what...that's what I like...I'm the sort of person that likes to have a million and one things to do....it makes it easier to make schedules...I'm all about schedules....and its really hard to schedule nothing hahaha!!! Anywho...that's all I've got for now...and believe it or not my happy ass is off to bed!!! Yeah, I said bed because I'm gonna get up and run tomorrow! and if I don't then I am running when I get home...either way my fat (but happy) ass is gonna be on the damned treadmill!!
Oh yeah and Note to Self:
DRINK MORE FUCKING WATER STUPID!!!