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It got me thinking, are my decisions being propelled by my huge alter ego and my fear of losing?
I've never been one to accept defeats/failures/losses. Believe it or not, I was always a sore loser in all situations, it's just a matter of whether I give enough fucks in the world to not wear it on my face. But I'm not so sure if I can attribute that very decision to this innate fear.
And now my head's being a bitch, dwelling on such issues and refusing to revert back to what's important right now. 6/8 reports left, fuckkkk.
I need 'quit' buttons in life.
I've never been one to accept defeats/failures/losses. Believe it or not, I was always a sore loser in all situations, it's just a matter of whether I give enough fucks in the world to not wear it on my face. But I'm not so sure if I can attribute that very decision to this innate fear.
And now my head's being a bitch, dwelling on such issues and refusing to revert back to what's important right now. 6/8 reports left, fuckkkk.
I need 'quit' buttons in life.