Jan 18, 2005 21:54
Well, this past weekend was a 3 day weekend, but for me it was only a 2. On Sunday I had to go to school from 11am till 10 pm for our yearbook overday. I went to my cousin Michael's wedding on sat ( well he's my third cousin but he's more like a first cousin) Well he got married to amy whom he's been dating for about 3 years. We all love Amy so much she is soooo sweet. But the horrible thing is that Michael left for Iraq yesterday, he's in the army and he got sent over. i feel so terrible for Amy, getting married and then your husband having to leave 2 days later. What made yesterday even worse was that my grandma had to have a blood trasfusion. She only had like half teh amount of blood she was suppose to. I really don't knoe what the hell is up w/ Crystal, why we don't care and truthfully i don't realy care. I found out from Heather yesterday that aj had been saying shit about me. It pisses mr off sooooooo much because he doesn't think he ever does anything wrong. But he has no idea how he makes me feel when he says the shit he does to me. I know I shouldn't let it bother me, but he just makes me feel like shit, like I'm no one and no one wants to be around me.
Me and heather are going to snowball. I have my dress, Heather u did a wonderful job of picking it out i love it soooooooo much. I goy my license last week.I only missed 1 question out of 50. I haven't hardly been home since i got it. But i hate that stupid ass 3 month law.
Latelt i've been really, not really depressed just kind of i don't know how to explain it. Heather maybe u know what i'm talking about.
I wish the guys at richmond weren't such jerks. And all the guys who aren't jerks have girlfriends. I really want a boyfriend, I don't just mean like a gut i go out w/ for like a month or something, but I want a relationship. I just want someone who is gonna be there for me but is more than my friend. It's hard to explain how i feel about this.