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It's not the same without my own site to post on. This will have to do. Not much has gone on lately, I got a haircut today and picked up my checks from Calltech, then went to get them cashed. I had to pay my mom the cable bill and my brother needed to borrow money. It's sad, he says he's going to pay me back, but then he ends up borring more. He still has to pay me back quite a bit from the car loan. I probably shouldn't give him the money, but I'm too trusting, I guess. I burned Saw and There's Something About Mary today. Saw was really good. Much better than I expected it to be. I heard there's supposed to be a sequel, so that should be worth watching, whenever it comes out. I changed our Netflix queue so we both get four movies at a time. My dad brought up a good point driving home today. "If your paying half, it should be even whether he likes it or not, I don't care if he has more movies in his queue or not, it should be even." It's the truth, again, I let him get away with too much and don't get very much, if anything in return. I started to watch There's Something About Mary, but I figured I'd wait until tomorrow. I had some problems burning The Grudge, so I'm sending it back for a replacement.
I had scrambled eggs, salisbury steak/macaroni and cheese and cookies for dinner. I ate two four cheese hot pockets a little bit ago. Really yum. I got to talk to Casey for a little bit today. Amy and I seem to talk less and less as the days go on. I try not to message her first anymore, just to see if she'll message me, but she rarely does, hence why we go so long without talking. I don't know anymore.
My dad's going fishing, he's getting ready now. I'm listening to Adema now. I downloaded Disturbed's new album, as well as some others, but I didn't really like any of them, so I deleted them. My mom scrubbed the carpets next door, so I'm stuck sleeping over here. Today, she's going to clean the carpets on this side.
I've been thinking whether or not I should apply for that new job coming in at Calltech in a month. The project is Apple, but it's on the phones, no chat or email. I need to get out of this house, but I don't know if that job is for me. It would kinda be like the other one, the plus is, it's only for one product: the iPod. That shouldn't be too hard, right? In theory anyway. I don't know where else to look for a job anyway. I'm too lazy to go out anywhere to put my applications in, plus again, I don't know where to. I'm really bad at rejection.
I've been lonely more and more recently. Without a job to go to, as much as it wore me down, it was something to do. Now I just sit around the house on the computer. I haven't been waking up until noon. Everyone I talk to is usually busy with other things. I've been thinking of giving Stacey a call, but my mom's been sleeping in the living room and I hate being on the phone when someone is around. I don't even know why she's sleeping in there. At first, her excuse was because my brother and his girlfriend was staying over, now it's just "I can't bring myself to go up the steps." Uh.. okay?
I played SOCOM III today. My brother is a beta tester for it. It's really fun, you can drive vehicles, plus the gameplay is highly improved as well as different weapon modifications. Can't wait until it's officially released. I plan on getting it the day it is. There was some other game I wanted, too, but I can't remember now. Speaking of fun games, Burnout 3 is also quite fun. I originally bought it to play with Rob and Insder, but neither one of them play. Well, me and Rob tried one day, but it wouldn't let us connect. There's something wrong with the servers. Blah. So I just stick to single player mode.
We went to the doctors yesterday. I'm on the same doseage of my medication, they upped my mother's dose to 5 mg. How sad is it that me and my mom are on the same pill? I find it incredibly sad. We go back in like three weeks.
I had scrambled eggs, salisbury steak/macaroni and cheese and cookies for dinner. I ate two four cheese hot pockets a little bit ago. Really yum. I got to talk to Casey for a little bit today. Amy and I seem to talk less and less as the days go on. I try not to message her first anymore, just to see if she'll message me, but she rarely does, hence why we go so long without talking. I don't know anymore.
My dad's going fishing, he's getting ready now. I'm listening to Adema now. I downloaded Disturbed's new album, as well as some others, but I didn't really like any of them, so I deleted them. My mom scrubbed the carpets next door, so I'm stuck sleeping over here. Today, she's going to clean the carpets on this side.
I've been thinking whether or not I should apply for that new job coming in at Calltech in a month. The project is Apple, but it's on the phones, no chat or email. I need to get out of this house, but I don't know if that job is for me. It would kinda be like the other one, the plus is, it's only for one product: the iPod. That shouldn't be too hard, right? In theory anyway. I don't know where else to look for a job anyway. I'm too lazy to go out anywhere to put my applications in, plus again, I don't know where to. I'm really bad at rejection.
I've been lonely more and more recently. Without a job to go to, as much as it wore me down, it was something to do. Now I just sit around the house on the computer. I haven't been waking up until noon. Everyone I talk to is usually busy with other things. I've been thinking of giving Stacey a call, but my mom's been sleeping in the living room and I hate being on the phone when someone is around. I don't even know why she's sleeping in there. At first, her excuse was because my brother and his girlfriend was staying over, now it's just "I can't bring myself to go up the steps." Uh.. okay?
I played SOCOM III today. My brother is a beta tester for it. It's really fun, you can drive vehicles, plus the gameplay is highly improved as well as different weapon modifications. Can't wait until it's officially released. I plan on getting it the day it is. There was some other game I wanted, too, but I can't remember now. Speaking of fun games, Burnout 3 is also quite fun. I originally bought it to play with Rob and Insder, but neither one of them play. Well, me and Rob tried one day, but it wouldn't let us connect. There's something wrong with the servers. Blah. So I just stick to single player mode.
We went to the doctors yesterday. I'm on the same doseage of my medication, they upped my mother's dose to 5 mg. How sad is it that me and my mom are on the same pill? I find it incredibly sad. We go back in like three weeks.