uh.. help?
the problem with 'strong' people is that they don't know when to ask for help. they have been made to believe that they can undergo every other strenuous thing and situation out there that they tend to go beyond what is normally and morally acceptable.
like..
drinking too much to the point of wastedness that one can never remember. asking for IT (IT being anything bad or worse). literally and figuratively biting off more than one can chew.
a friend told me once that one of my more so-called attractive features is that i give off a damsel-in-distress vibe, never mind the 'strong independent woman' stereotype i put up. i rolled my eyes at him.
now i realize that it's true in a lot of ways, i don't want to show it, as a matter of fact i go a long way of hiding it from myself as it is. unfortunately, i more often than not end up crawling from the abyss of my regrets and alcohol-induced nightmares.
they say i'm stronger than i think. sometimes i'm scared to wonder if that is indeed true, then what would it take for me to die?
like..
drinking too much to the point of wastedness that one can never remember. asking for IT (IT being anything bad or worse). literally and figuratively biting off more than one can chew.
a friend told me once that one of my more so-called attractive features is that i give off a damsel-in-distress vibe, never mind the 'strong independent woman' stereotype i put up. i rolled my eyes at him.
now i realize that it's true in a lot of ways, i don't want to show it, as a matter of fact i go a long way of hiding it from myself as it is. unfortunately, i more often than not end up crawling from the abyss of my regrets and alcohol-induced nightmares.
they say i'm stronger than i think. sometimes i'm scared to wonder if that is indeed true, then what would it take for me to die?