Sep 05, 2006 13:47
i acted the part of little miss fangirl last Wednesday, approaching Aia de Leon outside Mayrics after their set.
i thanked her for the song 'Sundo', from their third album 'Blush', which i fell in love with the first time i heard them play it in Saguijo last month.
"sobrang sakto. salamat." would be among some of the words i managed to stammer out.
if 'Akap' is for passion, then 'Sundo' is for reassurance.
'sinusundo kita,
sinusundo..
asahan mo, mula ngayon
pag ibig ko'y sayo.'
reassurance.. it feels as if i've been delivering it more lately than i normally do. i don't mind. the way my past keeps kicking me on the arse every now and then (more so than ever, in fact), reassurance is the least i can give. i never try to persuade anyone about anything, least of all him. all i can do is say my piece and declare my peace, the rest is up to him.
someone once said 'the hardest thing about love is believing it.' and who can blame anyone for doubting? hearts are broken everyday, after all. but you know what's harder? loving someone who's never had their heart broken. there's an extra effort involved in making it work, because in reality, no one really wants to break anyone's heart. and you don't want to be the first one.
i don't want to be the first one.
master don,
kanta,
lurve