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i'm sorry. i STILL can't remember what happened last night. after Government, everything went downhill (or at least i did, AS USUAL). i have at most 5 flashbacks, each lasting around 2.5 seconds, none of it making sense.
if i can't remember, maybe it's worth forgetting.
hello, Sobriety. it's me, we used to spend a lot of time together. listen, can you do me a favor and stay with me for a bit longer than usual? thanks.
so shempre naki-uso ako sa mga taong gumawa ng "year in review" nila using the first sentences of the first entries of the past 12 months. masaya siya.
JANUARY - for something that felt as if it would go on endlessly, 2004 stopped as abruptly as i hoped it wouldn't.
FEBRUARY - aha.. a night out again.
MARCH - despair is.. waiting for results of tests you shouldn't even be having.
APRIL - of course it all started last night, i know i gave some people at work a cause for cardiac arrest when i got there more than an hour early.
MAY - and i never felt that good since i was in his hotel room with him, holding hands and listening to "Kissing".
JUNE - got this from a Friendster bulletin post: Now we are in for a fab surprise!
JULY - wala lang.
AUGUST - when i was in Embassy, there was this girl who pulled me aside and, amidst the smoke, noise and people, made small talk with me for five minutes because she knows my brother.
SEPTEMBER - slightly hungover from last night's videoke-thon, i woke up to several text messages.
OCTOBER - he already left for NY early this Monday morning.
NOVEMBER - this class i'm training with makes me feel stupider than usual.
DECEMBER - nothing like tears in the morning.. and on the very first day of the last month of the year at that.
2005 was TOUGH. these sentences don't even scratch the surface of the dramathons that could rival that of The O.C.'s and riot nights i'll never remember. i have, without wanting to, put so many people to the test in the worst ways and i've apologized for my actions more times than a Customer Service rep does in a night (trust me, they say that A LOT!!!).
last year, i resolved to "believe in the unlikely, love like i never have, strengthen existing relationships, spend money like i should drink alcohol: in moderation, try to find something enjoyable in my job and use that to motivate myself for a promotion (keyword being TRY, haha), know what i want and work on how to get it AND continue to be amazed at what this life brings."
aside from the intentions concerning my then-job and alcohol, i succeeded in the other things. i feel good about that, but IZA, YOU CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER (with less intoxicating substances in your system).
all i want for Christmas is a cleaner 2006. somebody hand me a broom. there's so much shit to get rid of.
if i can't remember, maybe it's worth forgetting.
hello, Sobriety. it's me, we used to spend a lot of time together. listen, can you do me a favor and stay with me for a bit longer than usual? thanks.
so shempre naki-uso ako sa mga taong gumawa ng "year in review" nila using the first sentences of the first entries of the past 12 months. masaya siya.
JANUARY - for something that felt as if it would go on endlessly, 2004 stopped as abruptly as i hoped it wouldn't.
FEBRUARY - aha.. a night out again.
MARCH - despair is.. waiting for results of tests you shouldn't even be having.
APRIL - of course it all started last night, i know i gave some people at work a cause for cardiac arrest when i got there more than an hour early.
MAY - and i never felt that good since i was in his hotel room with him, holding hands and listening to "Kissing".
JUNE - got this from a Friendster bulletin post: Now we are in for a fab surprise!
JULY - wala lang.
AUGUST - when i was in Embassy, there was this girl who pulled me aside and, amidst the smoke, noise and people, made small talk with me for five minutes because she knows my brother.
SEPTEMBER - slightly hungover from last night's videoke-thon, i woke up to several text messages.
OCTOBER - he already left for NY early this Monday morning.
NOVEMBER - this class i'm training with makes me feel stupider than usual.
DECEMBER - nothing like tears in the morning.. and on the very first day of the last month of the year at that.
2005 was TOUGH. these sentences don't even scratch the surface of the dramathons that could rival that of The O.C.'s and riot nights i'll never remember. i have, without wanting to, put so many people to the test in the worst ways and i've apologized for my actions more times than a Customer Service rep does in a night (trust me, they say that A LOT!!!).
last year, i resolved to "believe in the unlikely, love like i never have, strengthen existing relationships, spend money like i should drink alcohol: in moderation, try to find something enjoyable in my job and use that to motivate myself for a promotion (keyword being TRY, haha), know what i want and work on how to get it AND continue to be amazed at what this life brings."
aside from the intentions concerning my then-job and alcohol, i succeeded in the other things. i feel good about that, but IZA, YOU CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER (with less intoxicating substances in your system).
all i want for Christmas is a cleaner 2006. somebody hand me a broom. there's so much shit to get rid of.