this is from my friend Kevin, whose grandma recently came from a vacation in Laos:
hmm..!
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i haven't updated for quite a while. as i've been telling
Ivan, i can't stick with a single thought for more than 5 minutes. everything is a snippet of the conversations going on among the voices in my head.
if i'm not thinking too much, i space out completely. i think Chrysmas knew what she was talking about when she said that we're going nuts. i've never been this rabidly manic-depressive before.. to sedate myself, i've turned to the mind-numbing distraction that is cable tv. either that or feed myself spoonfuls of crunchy peanut butter from Baguio.
a lot of things are coming up soon and i think i'm putting too much pressure on myself. feeling stressed out is so familiar that sometimes i think it's the only way i should react to certain situations.
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over beer one afternoon in Greenbelt..
Joel: Being unemployed is a full-time job.
Me: Yeah and we're not even getting payed for it.
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at least here's a picker-upper.