Jul 07, 2005 03:34
i am so much calmer now than i was yesterday morning. to be honest, i suddenly felt so hopeless about EVERYTHING. i hate myself whenever people worry about me, no matter how minor the issue is and feeling that there is no ABSOLUTE way of bringing the people who get concerned the most (yes, the parents) the peace of mind they need, just kills me.
i'm sorry i was overwhelmed by my selfish issues and proceeded to rant like i did. but i'm not sorry for feeling what i did at the time. i'm just really glad that i'm calm now.
back to being the STEADY bunny that i (usually) am.
note to self: there are more pressing concerns than curfew (or lack of it) issues. time to act like the mature person that i want the world to believe i have become.
ang pagtatanda ni iza