bad vibes, yeah?
i was peacefully minding my own documents a couple of minutes ago when the fan turned itself off and there was some static coming out of my speakers. you know this feeling of dread that suddenly comes up to you when you get freaked out? well i was wrapped in it. i looked behind me and saw myself in the mirror. i faced the screen again for fear of seeing something else with my reflection. i noticed that my door was slightly opened so i kicked it shut just to avoid the possibility of seeing something unearthly outside my room. tangina, bad vibes na nga, super praning pa.
my parents tell me that ever since i was little, i never minded the darkness like most kids. but then , when one is young, we don't have much to fear. the bogeymen and the rest of the monsters did nothing for me. but now, at 23, i realized that a lot of things can be deathly scary.
my imagination included.
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so steady muna ako with this survey from Friendster (where else?).
10 Years Ago
1. I was stick skinny.
2. Using hair products never occurred to me.
3. I transferred to los banos.
4. 2 words: (lack of)Fashion Victim.
4 Years Ago
1. EEEK!
2. I was a junior in college.
3. On ne s'aimera plus jamais + acqua di gio = trouble.
4. and THAT, my friends, is how it all began..
3 Years Ago
1. I fell in love for the first time.
2. I found out how much of a martyr I can be.
3. and so on..
4. and then and then and then.
A Year Ago
1. I fell in love for the second time.
2. screw martyrdom, I’m simply a MASOCHIST.
3. I had my first job.
4. I learned more than i thought i could.
This Year
1. I was a bum for the first quarter of 2004.
2. I’ve had more out of town trips than any other year in my life.
3. I got another hateful job in a career path I don’t see myself growing in.
4. I’m steadily falling.. in love.. again.
Yesterday
1. I went to The Spa with my mom for a full-body exfoliating treatment.
2. Therefore, for the first time in my life, a woman I didn’t know touched me all over my body.
3. I called him up to tell him I miss him.
4. I went home at 1230am. Goodness gracious.
Today
1. I wasn’t late for work.
2. I didn’t fall sleep at work.
3. Helped out at work. Goodness gracious again.
Tomorrow
1. I’m going out with my officemates for the second time this week.
2. Is payday.
3. I won’t wear stilettos. My feet are dyinggg.
4. I’m crossing my fingers that I won’t get drunk.
* * *
dahil self-centered ako, i'm posting this.
me, lea and mel, who's leaving for cebu next week. shit. another sanity-saver leaving makati.
and i'm still scared.
my parents tell me that ever since i was little, i never minded the darkness like most kids. but then , when one is young, we don't have much to fear. the bogeymen and the rest of the monsters did nothing for me. but now, at 23, i realized that a lot of things can be deathly scary.
my imagination included.
* * *
so steady muna ako with this survey from Friendster (where else?).
10 Years Ago
1. I was stick skinny.
2. Using hair products never occurred to me.
3. I transferred to los banos.
4. 2 words: (lack of)Fashion Victim.
4 Years Ago
1. EEEK!
2. I was a junior in college.
3. On ne s'aimera plus jamais + acqua di gio = trouble.
4. and THAT, my friends, is how it all began..
3 Years Ago
1. I fell in love for the first time.
2. I found out how much of a martyr I can be.
3. and so on..
4. and then and then and then.
A Year Ago
1. I fell in love for the second time.
2. screw martyrdom, I’m simply a MASOCHIST.
3. I had my first job.
4. I learned more than i thought i could.
This Year
1. I was a bum for the first quarter of 2004.
2. I’ve had more out of town trips than any other year in my life.
3. I got another hateful job in a career path I don’t see myself growing in.
4. I’m steadily falling.. in love.. again.
Yesterday
1. I went to The Spa with my mom for a full-body exfoliating treatment.
2. Therefore, for the first time in my life, a woman I didn’t know touched me all over my body.
3. I called him up to tell him I miss him.
4. I went home at 1230am. Goodness gracious.
Today
1. I wasn’t late for work.
2. I didn’t fall sleep at work.
3. Helped out at work. Goodness gracious again.
Tomorrow
1. I’m going out with my officemates for the second time this week.
2. Is payday.
3. I won’t wear stilettos. My feet are dyinggg.
4. I’m crossing my fingers that I won’t get drunk.
* * *
dahil self-centered ako, i'm posting this.
me, lea and mel, who's leaving for cebu next week. shit. another sanity-saver leaving makati.
and i'm still scared.