hmm..
I think i'm gay.
I've been heading to malate more often now, hanging out in gay bars with gay friends. It's refreshing and all at once a bit frightening. One thing's for sure, it's a blessed alternative to meeting drunken men armed with beer bottles and the silliest one-liners.
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My parents and kid siblings have been in the province for 2 days now. Coming home to a semi-empty apartment is the closest thing i can get to independence right now and i love it. Too bad there's still work to contend with.
I could be out every night. Then again, that is the case, the only difference being i'm sober 99% of the time because i have to go to the office.
I miss dancing the night away. I miss halo, among other things.
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Although i haven't written down a comprehensive list of resolutions for the year, i'm sure of one thing: the resolve to find a man who's not taken and isn't afraid to hold my hand in public while he's sober.
Hopefully, he's straight.
I've been heading to malate more often now, hanging out in gay bars with gay friends. It's refreshing and all at once a bit frightening. One thing's for sure, it's a blessed alternative to meeting drunken men armed with beer bottles and the silliest one-liners.
* * *
My parents and kid siblings have been in the province for 2 days now. Coming home to a semi-empty apartment is the closest thing i can get to independence right now and i love it. Too bad there's still work to contend with.
I could be out every night. Then again, that is the case, the only difference being i'm sober 99% of the time because i have to go to the office.
I miss dancing the night away. I miss halo, among other things.
* * *
Although i haven't written down a comprehensive list of resolutions for the year, i'm sure of one thing: the resolve to find a man who's not taken and isn't afraid to hold my hand in public while he's sober.
Hopefully, he's straight.