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chicago. t-minus 2 days.
i am excited for some reasons [M/shereen].
and not for others [LUC/stress/city life].
i feel like my time in the mitt this summer went by too fast. and i'm not sure where this next year will be taking me, quite literally. so leaving the mitt to return to chicago is a little... worrisome.
for a few weeks i was smoking very little. my lungs began clearing out.
then i met up with a few fellow smoker friends and the last few days/nights i've reverted back to a handful a day, plus some... depending. i am going to cut down again when i return to chicago.
i am growing old. i am content to just stay at home. read. hang out with my mom. bean/grecian it. mostly everything else [going out/partying] is tiring. and only decreasing my already drastically low funds. i think i can count the number of times i "went out" this summer on one hand [not including NYC/CHI visits]. it doesn't agree with my crohn's much anymore, and that's fine with me.
love.
i'll be thinking of you, detroit.
i am excited for some reasons [M/shereen].
and not for others [LUC/stress/city life].
i feel like my time in the mitt this summer went by too fast. and i'm not sure where this next year will be taking me, quite literally. so leaving the mitt to return to chicago is a little... worrisome.
for a few weeks i was smoking very little. my lungs began clearing out.
then i met up with a few fellow smoker friends and the last few days/nights i've reverted back to a handful a day, plus some... depending. i am going to cut down again when i return to chicago.
i am growing old. i am content to just stay at home. read. hang out with my mom. bean/grecian it. mostly everything else [going out/partying] is tiring. and only decreasing my already drastically low funds. i think i can count the number of times i "went out" this summer on one hand [not including NYC/CHI visits]. it doesn't agree with my crohn's much anymore, and that's fine with me.
love.
i'll be thinking of you, detroit.