The Dark I Know Well-A Bela Talbot Fanmix
Title: The Dark I Know Well
Fandom: Supernatural
Character(s)/Relationship(s): Bela
Length: 20 Tracks (1 hour 13 minutes)
Notes:Done for juliet42 who won me at help_japan. Thanks for you’re for donation, hope you like the mix. I really wanted to explore the darkness/sadness that has surrounded Bela since she was a child and all the things she kept hidden within herself. I hope I’ve achieved that and you enjoy the music/story. ♥
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Katie by Missy Higgins
Katie was a little girl, who never found the way
Katie was a little girl, who never was ok
Cause one day she found a little bit of something she used to drown
She said I'm alive and I am free, but you see I have control over me
Dark I Know Well by Spring Awakening
You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight
And then you hold me and you whisper
Child, the Lord won’t mind
It’s just you and me
Child, you’re a beauty
Numb (Dubstep Remix) by Lauren King
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Already Over by Red
I'd give it all to you, I offer up my soul
It's already over, already over now!
Give it all to you, Letting go of me
Reaching as I fall, I know it's already over now
Nothing left to lose
Are You Satisfied by Marina & the Diamonds
I was pulling out my hair
The day I cut the deal
Chemically calm
Was I meant to feel happy
That my life was just about to change
One life pretending to be
The cow that got the cream
Oh, everybody said
Marina is a dreamer
People like to tell you what you're gonna be
It's not my problem if you don't see what I see
And I do not give a damn if you don't believe
We’re All Going To Hell by Robin Tymm
Angles fall from grace
Poisoned by a spell
Paradise misplaced
We’re all going to hell
The devil’s in disguised
Moves without a sound
Before you realise
You’re half way underground
Falling by Florance & The Machine
Sometimes I wish for falling, wish for the release
Wish for falling through the air to give me some relief
Because falling's not the problem, when I'm falling I'm at peace
It's only when I hit the ground it causes all the grief
Numb by Marina & the Diamonds
Forgo families, forgo friends
That's how it started, and how it ends
I can't open up and cry, 'cause I’ve been silent all my life
I feel numb most of the time
The lower I get the higher
I'll climb, and I will wonder why
I got dark only
To shine
Looking for the golden light
Oh, it's a reasonable sacrifice
Easier To Run by Linkin Park
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
Cheap And Evil Girl by Bree Sharp
A cheap and evil girl
Sets out on the city
She's moistened every curl
She's poisonously pretty
And the unsuspecting fool falls pray
As the dim detective's lead astray
Genuflecting boys all say
The cheap and evil girl will get her way
Miss Nothing by The Pretty Reckless
I’m miss fortune, miss so soon
I’m like a bottle of pain
Miss matter you had her
Now she’s goin’ away
I'm misused, misconstrued
I don’t need to be saved
Miss slighted, I mind it
I'm stuck in the rain
Can’t Not by Alanis Morissette
I'd be lying if I said I was completely unscathed
I might be proving you right with my silence or my retaliation
Would I be letting you win in my non reaction?
How would I explain?
How would I explain this to my children if I had them?
Because I can't not
Because I can't not
Because I can't afford to be misread one more time
What Are You Looking For by Sick Puppies
You join the line of the getting richer
You keep your pace but it's movin' slow
You are defined by all that you have hoarded
But you're surprised it doesn't fill up the hole
Rabbit Heart (Raise It Up) by Florance & The Machine
I must become a lion hearted girl
Ready for a fight
Before I make the final sacrifice
We raise it up, this offering
We raise it up
This is a gift, it comes with a price
Who is the lamb and who is the knife
Midas is king and he holds me so tight
And turns me to gold in the sunlight
God’s Gonna Cut You Down by Johnny Cash
You can run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Ease My Pain by Declan Flynn
Out of time
I hear your voice break through
The noise and pain
My heart's refrain
Why can't I convince myself
That this is the right time
To contend
Will you please
Ease my pain
Damaged by Plumb
I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've
taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
Fragile by Delta Goodrem
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel so frail so small
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
A little fragile
Mercy On Me by Christina Aguilera
Oh lord have mercy on my soul
For I have walked a sinful road
So I'm gonna get down on my knees
Beg forgiveness to help set me free
Lord have mercy on me, please
Mother Mary full of grace
In my weakness, I've lost faith
I've been careless, and I have been warned
And the devil inside me is torn
God bless the men that I have scorned
Oh Death by Jen Titus
Oh, Death, оh Death, oh Death,
Won't you spare me over til another year
But what is this, that I cant see
with ice cold hands taking hold of me
When God is gone and the Devil takes hold,
who will have mercy on your soul
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