so much for friendliness

[warmsummer_eyes]

i cant stand people, except for a few certain ones who seem to be so much different from everyone else...atleast i have a few people who i can really count on and talk to, while the rest of you are fucking two faced bitches (guys included)..oh well though everyones immature but thinks they are mature and everyone fucking talks about everyone else behind their backs whether they like to admit it or not, and i guarantee there is not one person who is not like this. you think you have friends, but then one goes and says somethng about you to someone else and you say something to another person and the cycle continues..and another thing, we are all going to be in college a year from now and never talk to each other again, so why be douchebags until then? its not gonna make the time pass any faster...ehh but whatever, as long as i have some people who arent like this (to me atleast) then im not really that bad off...its just dealing with the rest of you that sucks.

i hate being a teenager. everything is too confusing and i am constantly changing my mind about what i think i want and what is going to make me happy. i just want to go to college and meet all new nice and different people who arent from fucking doherty..im soo sick of it. but to all you people i love this is just me bitching and dont mind meeee.

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