Fanmix/EP: Suicide Blondes (Lucius/Narcissa)
Author's Note: This is a very random mix for me. Last night I decided, "hey, you know what would be cool? A LUcius/Narcissa Fanmix." I'm not hugely into the HP fandom (at least as much as I am to others) but this was fun to make. It's set when they're both students at Hogwarts. My random ship-ness thoughts are accompanying most/all the songs.
A: Something Crazy by Franky Perez
She wears makeup to hide the scars
Got bruises up and down her arms
And the coward's name tattooed on her wrist
She says that she's afraid to leave
She says someday he's gonna kill me
'Cause when he's drunk he talks with his fists
She said, Help me get outta here
The walls are closing in
I wanna be gone before
He comes back again
Narcissa has a crappy boyfriend when they meet. He's hand-picked by her parents and he's terribly abusive. Lucius gains Narcissa's trust and she ends up confiding in him, both about her relationship and how much she wants away formt he life she has.
B: I'll Be (Love Suicide) by Edwin McCain
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
Narcissa relys on Lucius and soon it's the same for him. They share their secrets and soon they find themselves sharing mor and more. They spend so much time together and they might be in love.
C: Suicide Blonde by The Weepies
You know the way you look makes everyone hungry
You got the ways and means to make it all right
Dye your hair suicide blonde
Lose your identity, wander in any direction
Yeah, that's the road to heaven's door
They lose themesleves in each other. Also, they are both extremely pretty and popular among their peers, even though they feel like they are fake in public. They feel like they should take pride in their appearence and pure blood, but it really doesn't matter to them at this point.
D: Loosing Grip by Avril Lavgine
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
After a couple years, they offically start dating, but things have changed. Lucius is becoming more the person his parents want him to be than he was before. They are still close, but Narcissa feels like what they had before is going away.
E: Turn Off The Lights by Nelly Furtado
It's getting so lonely inside this bed
Don't know if I should lick my wounds or say woe is me instead
And there's an aching inside my head
It's telling me I'm better off alone
But after midnight morning will come
And the day will see if you will get some
They say that girl ya know she act too tough tough tough
Well it's till' I turn off the light, turn off the light
Not everything in this magical world is quite what it seems
Narcissa acts like everything is fine, even when it's a little too much like being with her old beau. It's only when the lights are off and they're alone at night does it feel like it used to, before Lucius changed.
F: Toxic by Britney Spears
A guy like you should wear a warning
With the taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic I'm slippin' under
With a taste of the poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
G: Numb/Encore by Linkin Park and Jay Z
Can I get a encore? Do you want more?
Cookin’ raw with the Brooklyn boy
So, for one last time, I need y’all to roar
I’m tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me, and be less like you
The both of them, presently. They're married and have a son. Rich, successful, and being sucked back into thier twisted world of murder and pure-blood and Death Eaters. Lucius is entirely involved, but Narcissa would rather keep her son and family safe. She's become numb to it all now, wishing for the way it used to be, and not wanting to have anything to do with her husband.
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