man today is the 2nd, i haven't updated in like 4 days. oops? ha.
latley i've been over at jeremys for a few hours EVERY day. haha. he's such a cool guy to hang out with. we pretty much just watch movies, eat his food, and kiss each other. :D.. but anyways. tuesday i was at OL at like 6 am, to do the teacher breakfast. the dance went well, and we got chickfila afterwards. mwahaha. i left there about 10 i think. and later that afternoon i got to see sophia, jordan, jordan, and brianna. because they came over to jeremys. we ate ALL his food. hmm yesterday i got to see erica :) i miss her tons. i was at OL from like 9-11, and i was helping this teacher take boxes of dead cats, pigs, frogs, and intestins to his room. it was pretty cool. lol hmmm. last night i broke down and was crying pretty hard. patrick and me went at it a couple times. but i think things are okay. its always him being nice, and me being nice. im such a jerk. i wouldn't stop crying for awhile, and every time i did i told patrick i missed brittani. sheesh. that girl is too much in my head! lol i do miss her a whole lot. she means more then a lot to me i hope you're having a good time down there. ill see you when i see you <3 i got like 5 phone calls from pple last night. it made me feel really loved. i really love all of you. you guys never do stop caring. gosh.. i have some really sweet friends. i eventually got off the phone with patrick around 11, and then went and watched tv with mom, greg called me.. and that made me smile. we talked for awhile, then my phone died and i got off the phone with him, hes a good guy when he wants to be. <3 i finally fell asleep around 2 after i submitted my app. because i promised eden rose :) haha join this right now. ppppah lease :) [
http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=youreallyrad] ur probaly going to have to cut and paste. haha. im so ghetto. anyways.. things are about to get really busy really fast with school. im so excited about everything but afraid to not have time to keep in touch. oh well. OL here i come.. alright sorry this is such a lame entry, but i thought i should catch up.. ha. OL vs. Tallwood tonight. with bri, jordan, and sophia :) yay.
Lets start out by starting over What did I expect Your no good at lying and I'm no good at comebacks But your so untouchable and I'm oh so terrible at this I'm terrible at this you know Don't Hold this against me I've already said I'm sorry Tell all your friends about me And I bet You've got every word I said memorized in your head and you'll use every one of them and you'll use every one of them against me I hope you choked on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me and realize how many times I've tried but thats wishful thinking all I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me Get me far away or at least as far as this car will take me