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Today has been such an "emotional rollercoaster" i know that was a REALLY lame use of words but it was the only thing to truely describe my day. So i started out last night with a HUGE fight with my dad cause he is trying to help me with these STUPID chemistry problems fucking shiokiometry wtf does that even mean and it was just a non stop yelling fest with some crying involved. i stay up till 11 30 and then i still didnt understand or finish the problems so i got up at 5 45 for some more yelling with my dad and still not understanding so i was late to school and thus my mom was mad. so then first period was SO STRESSFUL. i have been so stressed out since i got my interums and they were just so horrible i couldnt let my parents ever see them so i ripped them up and threw it away. my parents are still asking where the interum is. so since then i have been PUSHING myself so hard like so hard and today i just let it all down. so after first period i walk into the hall and KATHRYN yells "SARAH were closing early cause of snow" so then english im so stress for this fucking WORLD LIT PAPER like the most important paper of my life. well of my jr year. so then mw and psyc and then i was just in such a good mood and went to leahs with everyone and ate ramen noodles, went on a run in the snow, played football, had a facebook photoshoot. it was just suuuch a fun day. so brock dropped me off at the metro and of course i left my phone in his car so i cant call everyone to tell them that i didnt get into Operation Understanding. yes you heard me i finally found out today. they just said there were a lot of applications and crap like that and i was great student and leader and crap. and just ahhhhhhhhhhh. all im going to hear from leah is about what im missing out on. FUCK SHIT COCK. so then i went from an amazing to horrible and then my friend called me and i felt so bad cause i couldnt go to this birthday of hers and i just felt soooooo bad and so now i sit her procrastinating my hw and flipping out about how good my social life is right now but how bbbaaad my school work is going. and my weeekend is so busy. i have the mural all sat then my psyc project then invanas. oo and this fucking spanish project which will determine my grade. today has been quite an "emtional rollercoaster".