Jun 27, 2006 21:01
Today i was talking to one of my friends and she said that she couldn't wait for this summer to end. This an example of a mindset that is the complete opposite of mine. I never want it to end. I feel like there are so many unfinished things to do. So many people i am not in the sightest way ready to let go of. Everyday that i am not working i try to soak up as much friend time as possible. And even when i spend so much time with them a day, it still never feels like enough. Its like i am trying to store up enough memories and experiences this summmer to last me the whole year of upcoming college.
college.
it seems to surreal. and at the same time it feels too real. especially after i registered for my classes. i was just like...shit, this is really happening and i am not even slightly ready for it.
i know, i know. i'm being overly dramatic.
i'll stop.
goodnight.