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i got the RA position
and i told myself that the instant i found out i would know.
i really wanted myself to not want it.
but when she told me, i knew i wanted it.
im scared of what katy is going to say
like more scared than i was when brown gave us back our papers yesterday.
haha
but seriously.
i know this is what i want
sometimes im just not that good with change
shit son
ok
shes up
i cant put this off any longer
wish me luck
the next week might be hell
and i told myself that the instant i found out i would know.
i really wanted myself to not want it.
but when she told me, i knew i wanted it.
im scared of what katy is going to say
like more scared than i was when brown gave us back our papers yesterday.
haha
but seriously.
i know this is what i want
sometimes im just not that good with change
shit son
ok
shes up
i cant put this off any longer
wish me luck
the next week might be hell