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[warm_leftovers]

home.
shasta was fine.
better than i thought.
im kinda sick though.
sore throat and coughing and such.
so i had lunch with brad today.
there is so much i wish i could say, but wont because sarah will kick my ass.
v. bizarre.
hmm.
i feel like i know something that he doesnt know.
its all making me upset at myself because i still put up with his shit.
if it was anyone else, i would have let it go
but i just cant bring myself to do that with him.
i wish i wasnt the only one not at school yet.
must leave before everyone else next year.
or figure something else out.
SO ready to leave in a week.
i talked to katy and trevor for like 3 hours last night.
weird to have two seperate lives.
wouldnt know how to combine them if i had to.
GOD amercias next top model marathons make me so happy.
i want sarah to not be in davis/sac/wherever the hell she is.
and i want another tattoo, but dont want to do it alone.
i have so much to do before i leave and i am currently sitting on my couch.
goodt.
ok, talking about nothing.
hmm