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what a draining, emotional, roller coaster day yesturday...
I think a lot of thinks just added up at once for me, no sleep, stress, homework, chemistry, homesick, me not having a job....i just dont like this quarter at all. it all just came out. so i called my mom and started crying about everything going on, while my roomate just sat there staring at me. seriously, some people just need to be alone sometimes. but maybe some people just dont get that. well i was better after that and after my mom made me a care package with hello kitty valentines, a piggy bank full of quarters, my favorite candy and a saxophone keychain, that wore out of batteries already, but it reminded me of good times.
she is so thoughtful, i really think i'm having just as hard of a time with this whole college, moving out thing..it just hit a little late.
anyway, things are back to normal, taking a walk outside and jsut seeing friendly faces knowing that i have good friends here made me feel better. no worries. things have changes so much in the last 5 months, good and bad, and its all sinking in.
so today i am going to coffee to study and am probabley getting a job catering. i can live through the next 6 weeks.
my brother is coming home march 9! its hard to believe that i havent seen him for a whole year, it went by so fast. he is seriously my hero, living in a foreign country for a year, knowing 5 people, living alone in an apartment in a big, unfamiliar city, and making friends from everywhere, france, holland, spain, australia (he likes the people from holland the best) and speaking japanese to each other. it will be a triple bonus cause kyle and tikky will also be here, i am counting down the weeks.
life is good. : )
"in times like these, in times like those, what will be will be, and so it goes....and there's always been laughing, crying, births and dying, boys and girls with hearts have taken, given, breakin....and it always goes on and on and on....somehow i know, it wont be the same, somehow i know, never be the same"