Feb 20, 2015 23:33
Here I am at Furry Festa. Its sad but good? Its an odd feeling. You can see the loanlesness in some peoples eyes. On the sides, sitting by themselves, just wating for someone to talk to. I can barily do that and only once I have a few drinks in me, I have the confidance to say "Fuck it, let me talk to that person"
Its not very stablizing. I want to say I made friends but neither side gives their name. I sit here on my laptop wondering if I should jump off a bridge while people around me seem so happy. Ok, mabye not that extreame. Just feels like your alone in your own little bubble that no one will bother to perice, and it becomes even harder to pirce somone elses bubble even if you two relate.
Bah, maybe I am over thinking it. I am going to drink some more water, walk aroudn some more and cheer up. Really makes me want to get a fur suit though. Something about a mask makes you much more confident.