I'm a half-wit boy, crackin a smile and wearing it all on my sleeve.
Okay so subtle changes are coming about. I got tired of just flowing with traffic and decided to put some control back in my life. I'm finally realizing the joke of high school is over and that I cant keep going on with my current ways. Until now I've been avoiding any sort of tension or stress in my life and just been partying. I have a huge fear of becoming a loser or not reaching any kind of potential and that fear is borderline of becoming true. It's either sink or swim.
One day I promised myself I'd get in shape. I've been starting to take the first steps by having big breakfasts but still no exercise. My room is completely clean and pimped out. My mom gives my all this funky shit to decorate it and I like it. Definitely gotta throw a huge ghetty up in this crib one day.
I’m borderline in 3 of my classes and I only need to pass one of them to graduate. I can’t conceive a scenario where I don’t graduate. They also say I have no community service but I got it. Grad night seems like it’s gonna be fun with cool people on my bus. Still no date for prom but I still got faith, I dunno what I'm waiting for but I'm waiting.
"I don't do best-friends". I have family, I have the caste of relationships in my life. Why am I going to cement myself to a friendship that’s whack as fuck? And screw being loyal to one click, I ride with 4 or 5 different crews. And sometimes some resentment in the group rises cause of that.
I can’t afford to be angry. I'm not wasting a single second of my life to being depressed. Either accept shit happens or keep trying your hardest to change it. "He's got no idea how good he's got it". I won't blow up at you, I'll just stop talking to you.
One day I promised myself I'd get in shape. I've been starting to take the first steps by having big breakfasts but still no exercise. My room is completely clean and pimped out. My mom gives my all this funky shit to decorate it and I like it. Definitely gotta throw a huge ghetty up in this crib one day.
I’m borderline in 3 of my classes and I only need to pass one of them to graduate. I can’t conceive a scenario where I don’t graduate. They also say I have no community service but I got it. Grad night seems like it’s gonna be fun with cool people on my bus. Still no date for prom but I still got faith, I dunno what I'm waiting for but I'm waiting.
"I don't do best-friends". I have family, I have the caste of relationships in my life. Why am I going to cement myself to a friendship that’s whack as fuck? And screw being loyal to one click, I ride with 4 or 5 different crews. And sometimes some resentment in the group rises cause of that.
I can’t afford to be angry. I'm not wasting a single second of my life to being depressed. Either accept shit happens or keep trying your hardest to change it. "He's got no idea how good he's got it". I won't blow up at you, I'll just stop talking to you.