Oct 09, 2005 11:18
Mom is on her way back here. D'ya know that feeling/taste you get in the back of your throat when you burp and puke a little at the same time? I have had that going on ever since she called to say she was on her way.
I think I am getting sick again. I just got over a fucking cold and on Thursday, one of the girls in my office came in and she was sick. Maybe it's the bird flu, come to pay me back for squashing that peach faced love bird all those years ago. Serves me right!
I have been SOOOOOOO damn tired lately. I am in bed at like 9:00 and I am still exhausted when I wake up. I did have a pretty busy week at work though. I hope that's all it is. Wouldn't that just be my luck too. I am exhausted when mom is gone and when she comes back I am back to normal and then I have to put up with her even more.
I have been doing laundry all day. I know what you are thinking, It's only 11:30am, all day has only been a few hours. To this I will reply FUCK OFF, I've been up since 7 and started as soon as I got out of bed. I am almost done though and Hailey went down for her nap so that made it quite a bit easier.
The more I see Casey, the more I know why I left him. Yes, he was a junkie, but emotionally I left him way before I did physically. He just got evicted from his second apartment. Yesterday he came over to "see Hailey", (I put up the quotes cause it's not like he has anywhere to go so why not come to my house and watch me take care of our daughter) and I mentioned that on Saturday he has to give me his support money and he just rolled his eyes and said he knows and I don't need to keep reminding him. Right, cause he's been so good about any form of financial support in the past. What the fuck was I thinking?? Man, I am just such a jerk! I should just KNOW that on the 15th of every month he's going to come over, willingly, and hand over money. PAUSE... Sorry, I had to open the door and let the monkey that just flew out of my ass go outside.
Well, the dryer is calling me so I gotta go for now. I hope everyone has a better day than mine is shaping up to be.