I've noticed something
I've come to the conclusion that I really don't write in this thing as often as I used to. I have time to do it, I just don't half of the time. I guess now things are just so rutine that there's not that much to write about on just about an everyday basis. I have something that I have to read for my Lit class, so I'll keep this short.
Beth pointed something out to me a few minutes ago on the phone. It's been over a year since I've had my livejournal. I can't believe a year has flown by since she first told me about this thing. I never thought that I'd actually keep up with it, but I did; and at first it was to show her something. It was to show her that "hey I'm interested in what YOU have to say and what YOU are interested in and I want to share that with YOU." Basically it was done to get to know her better, maybe for it to be a conversation piece, or to just see how she was doing during the time that I couldn't talk to her. She always puts what's going on in that beautiful mind of hers and it is really nice to read about what she thinks.
Over a year later and I am so thankful that I have gotten to know as well as I have. I have shared so much with her over this past year. Sure we had our rough times, then again who doesn't? We have some ahead of us too, but that's not going to matter because we'll get through it together...I know we will. I honestly can't believe that we are coming up on the anniversary of our first real date. Time flies. Before we know it, it'll be Febrary 20, and at 2:20am that is our official anniversary. I'm only hoping a praying that I can keep feeling this feeling of, "I can't beileve it's been that long ago" with her. I want to someday sit and just talk with her about this past crazy year in our yong lives and really figure out what it all means.
Another Christmas is coming up soon and I'm not ready for that. Exams suck usually; I really don't think mine will be that bad this year. I'm strangely optimistic about them. I miss her very much and I cannot wait until I see her next weekend. I want to sit around a Christmas tree with hot chocolate, wrapped up with her in a blanket and enjoy the Christmas that we do have together this year. She means the world to me and I feel that I not only owe it to her, but I owe it to myself to do what she wanted me to do this week. There are no counselors at the "Onion" (well none that I can get a hold of, just advisors), but nevertheless I will try to find someone after English class and fullfill a promise.
Beth pointed something out to me a few minutes ago on the phone. It's been over a year since I've had my livejournal. I can't believe a year has flown by since she first told me about this thing. I never thought that I'd actually keep up with it, but I did; and at first it was to show her something. It was to show her that "hey I'm interested in what YOU have to say and what YOU are interested in and I want to share that with YOU." Basically it was done to get to know her better, maybe for it to be a conversation piece, or to just see how she was doing during the time that I couldn't talk to her. She always puts what's going on in that beautiful mind of hers and it is really nice to read about what she thinks.
Over a year later and I am so thankful that I have gotten to know as well as I have. I have shared so much with her over this past year. Sure we had our rough times, then again who doesn't? We have some ahead of us too, but that's not going to matter because we'll get through it together...I know we will. I honestly can't believe that we are coming up on the anniversary of our first real date. Time flies. Before we know it, it'll be Febrary 20, and at 2:20am that is our official anniversary. I'm only hoping a praying that I can keep feeling this feeling of, "I can't beileve it's been that long ago" with her. I want to someday sit and just talk with her about this past crazy year in our yong lives and really figure out what it all means.
Another Christmas is coming up soon and I'm not ready for that. Exams suck usually; I really don't think mine will be that bad this year. I'm strangely optimistic about them. I miss her very much and I cannot wait until I see her next weekend. I want to sit around a Christmas tree with hot chocolate, wrapped up with her in a blanket and enjoy the Christmas that we do have together this year. She means the world to me and I feel that I not only owe it to her, but I owe it to myself to do what she wanted me to do this week. There are no counselors at the "Onion" (well none that I can get a hold of, just advisors), but nevertheless I will try to find someone after English class and fullfill a promise.