I'm so bored
I don't have work today, I'm all by myself, yet I feel like I can't do what I want to do. What do I want to do?? Go and see Beth. I don't care where and how, but that's what I want. Maybe next week...Tuesday or Thursday. I don't want to do anything around the house; I want to do something totally for me and me alone. Not for anyone else. I want to go running...I would go lay out and try to get less white, but I don't know where to go for that. If I go jogging it's going to be bad cuz I haven't done it in quite some time...I'm worried about how much that's gonna suck.
I'm so ready to be on my own, do what ever I want to do, pay for things on my own, make some damn money...let's just move through college and on to the next part. Bitching about it isn't going to make those days come any faster. And I know inevitably that when those days finally do come, I'll look back and wish that I was still 19 and in college and all that shit. Maybe I'll just be completely happy someday...that would be great.
There's something I've been planning to do and I think I'm going to do it if not today, then Monday (I won't have time until then). I'm excited, I have the money for it...and the timing has to be just right. Monday will be a good day. I've done my research, all that's left is a phone call or two. That's all I'm saying for now.
I'm so ready to be on my own, do what ever I want to do, pay for things on my own, make some damn money...let's just move through college and on to the next part. Bitching about it isn't going to make those days come any faster. And I know inevitably that when those days finally do come, I'll look back and wish that I was still 19 and in college and all that shit. Maybe I'll just be completely happy someday...that would be great.
There's something I've been planning to do and I think I'm going to do it if not today, then Monday (I won't have time until then). I'm excited, I have the money for it...and the timing has to be just right. Monday will be a good day. I've done my research, all that's left is a phone call or two. That's all I'm saying for now.