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[ware]

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT. AS IF THIS SURGERY WEREN'T FUCKING LAME AND INCONVENIENT ENOUGH, APPARENTLY, I'M NOT ALLOWED TO EAT ANYTHING AFTER 6P,, AS OPOSSED TO THE USUAL MIDNIGHT. WTF DOCS...IT'S BAD ENOUGH THAT YOU USUALLY MAKE ME GO HUNGRY FOR A FUCKIN LONG TIME....DID YOU DECIDE THIS TO MAKE IT WORSE?! HOW IN THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT ME TO NOT EAT FOR

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[ware]

i know, i know. and i'll feel so much better after i've healed...but i'm just nervous. it's not really on my list of things i want to do this week.

i think that chris wants to take me out for a late lunch/early dinner. probably gonna milk it for all it's worth. i hope you're not serious about that solidarity fast...i can't wish that on anyone. and really, what if lovah wants to take you out for sushi or mexican tonight? how could you resist?! i wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy.

you know, i really am pissed off that i didn't get to call you on saturday. it's been almost a week and i'm still livid at the situation. i know i pretty much gave you the gist of what i was going to say, but there was probably alot more to it than that. sorry that i keep bitching about it, but even now (and you know hindsight is 20/20), i know that it was really, REALLY important. fuckin mushrooms.

anyways, maybe what i was trying to tell you was that we were going to need eachother years from now. i felt like i could see the future.

sorry that this is sort of trailing off. please see new entry.

i love you! i'll call you with the hospital number when i'm awake and we'll talk.

[nefret]

i know. major surgery is never something that someone WANTS to do. unless you have a medical fetish like i do...but thats another story altogether, lol.

yes, i have fasted today in support of you. i had to have some coffee, of course, but you needed some spiritual alignment there with you. although tomorrow, im going to munch until my head explodes, lol.

and yes, i know that youre pissed about saturday! but its cool, because youve got the message across to me, you know? im picking up what youre putting down. sure, hearing you say it through a mushroom haze would have been killer, but i will take what i can get, hahaha. and about needing each other years from now? you said it perfectly. =)

i love you, too! stay safe and think good thoughts. maybe you will fly! second star to the right and straight on til morning, my dear. you will be in my head all day tomorrow and until i hear from you and know that youre on the road to recovery. miss you so much and wishing you the best of luck.