Mar 02, 2005 15:55
I've been thinking back to when he fucked me over, so whatever. It is what it is and I cant do shit about it. I like someone hahahhaha. Word. I donno what tooooo dooooo. I'm so hyper. Jared and me talked alot today, it was good. I love Jared. He gave me gooooood advice hahhaha. Anyway i sound weird. But yep. Raquel is gonna die because she is loosing people one by one, and shes so close to losing me now. Im not playing these stupid mind games. Its him or your life, choose him. I dare you. Anyway. Im so weird. I wanna write something sooooo bad, but I cant because last time I wrote it it was not good. hahahha...ahhhh Im dieng here! I get to work tonuight YAY! I dont know whats gotten into me...Thomas went to the thick as theieves tour, and Im jealous. Whatever I thaught I had to frieken work but its alright. AHHHH. I feel drunk. Tru dat. I am so in love with Juan as a friend hahahah he made me die today...he imed me saying..."Word u kno i've been tryn ta keepin it on da D.L. u kno since da last time i got 'rested fo robbn dat bank down in compton wit my crew da bk u kno so im tryn a stay low...Yeah u gota show dem compton fools dat da east coast rules" Ahh hes hallarious! I donno what to do. I'm in a weird sittuatin and it's killin me. Im gonna say it, just not. I want to tell someone something soooo bad and its killin me, but I cant because if I do it might have a bad outcome, because my one friend had this same sittuation with this same someone last year, and she told the someone the something and that someone treated her like siht. God. Don't you wish you knew who that someone and something is? Maybe its you!? Hahah. Think about it. Ugh my hands hurt from typing. The winds blowing so fucking hard the chairs slamming into the door its scary. Tru that. I gotta be at work at 5. I want to go I havent worked in like 4 days. I hope that its slow. Wooooo. Should I tell this someone that something?! Comment and let me know. If you dont have livejournal, hit the comment button and then do annonomous so u odnt need a livejournal. This is killin me, but i love you, and its all good. Woot woot, goodnight darlings.