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I can't sleep. I've to down to fall asleep. Sounds dramatic. But if you have a problem you can fuck off. It's my live journal, if you don't like it don't read it. it's my page to voice my feelings.
You see, thats kind of the problem lately. I've become a "burden" or "annoyance" to people simply for speaking my mind, sharing. Apparently people consider me overly dramatic because of this. Yet, never - when I'm acting like this - do people ask me to stop. I could back off, I guess, which is more or less what I did. I hate drama and beyond family issues I haven't experienced many things to get dramatic about that I asked for or even try to build until very recently.
really one issue is getting to me. The one I'm currently babbling about. I've even been told not to come to parties at a certain person's house.
What really got me in particular is an important and influential person in my life. Now if it were anyone else I wouldn't care that they say these thing but them person. But they have the nerve to verify that not only does "everyone" think I'm a dramatic annoyance but she does to. She does this only when I bringing up the fact that I sense that she is ashamed to be associated with me. She picking on my most sensitive and largest insecurity. Do it once, thats okay. but, ever single time I bring up my problems with her behavior. She make me feel more like a loser everyday. I don't know how much more I can take. Yet she still does very thoughtful, caring things. So thats why I can't sleep.
You see, thats kind of the problem lately. I've become a "burden" or "annoyance" to people simply for speaking my mind, sharing. Apparently people consider me overly dramatic because of this. Yet, never - when I'm acting like this - do people ask me to stop. I could back off, I guess, which is more or less what I did. I hate drama and beyond family issues I haven't experienced many things to get dramatic about that I asked for or even try to build until very recently.
really one issue is getting to me. The one I'm currently babbling about. I've even been told not to come to parties at a certain person's house.
What really got me in particular is an important and influential person in my life. Now if it were anyone else I wouldn't care that they say these thing but them person. But they have the nerve to verify that not only does "everyone" think I'm a dramatic annoyance but she does to. She does this only when I bringing up the fact that I sense that she is ashamed to be associated with me. She picking on my most sensitive and largest insecurity. Do it once, thats okay. but, ever single time I bring up my problems with her behavior. She make me feel more like a loser everyday. I don't know how much more I can take. Yet she still does very thoughtful, caring things. So thats why I can't sleep.