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i'm sure you're begining to hate my face right now (or you probably have for some time). and i'm sure you regret ever liking it or me. and it's a total shame how we act, because you and i both know it all meant a lot. i'm sorry for the things i say. right after the harsh words i wish i'd never even said a thing. and i tell myself you feel the same, that you don't mean the cruel things you say. we may be soul mates in some fucked up way, how we know eachother inside and out, like the backs of our hands. and that may be the cause of never working it out, that we're too much alike in some cases. i won't ever regret it (the whole 3 years), and i hope you never do. no more harsh words from me, and i hope no more from you. this is the last stupid letter from me. i promise i'll say no more. and i won't hear from you, i don't want to. i hope your life starts getting better. i hope she's not like all the other girls. i hope your pets live forever. most of all i hope you don't hate me and i'm hoping you understand all my actions and reactions. "love makes you insane/crazy/mental/paranoid", so they say. and it's really true.