Comments | war_on_february: We need a record of our failures, yes, we must document our love

war_on_february

We need a record of our failures, yes, we must document our love

Feb 04, 2013 03:30

One of those life lessons I need to keep learning over and over - do not prioritize people who do not prioritize me ( Read more... )

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war_on_february February 5 2013, 05:29:34 UTC

I wanted to have a temper tantrum in my LJ safe zone. I was selfishly mad at people for being able to be selfish in the self-preservation way when I couldn't. Reality is not the same as this account of my perception of it. Dan is fine. This is a pattern with my sister that is something I should just stop expecting to be different. She's been like this since teen years and I keep getting mad at her for it instead of just expecting her to be that way because she is that way ( ... )

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war_on_february February 8 2013, 04:57:28 UTC

I'm pretty sure you're still sticking to your "tolerate other human differences" guns and that's the Brad I know and love. I also love your sense of humor, which may have changed, but I'm pretty sure the new Brad will have to meet the newish Bekah and we'll be fine, I'm sure.

I know you weren't judging my tantrum, I got all judge-y on myself for a minute. I'm over the tantrum and at the root of what was bugging me and I feel much better today. A little bit of lightness like one weight was removed from the pile on top of me. It's not all better, but it's not as bad anymore and that feels fine.