ennui
I've realized there are two types of boredom in life.
Short-term boredom is the usual, everyday boredom. It can be cured with a video game. A book. A TV show or movie. Hanging out with friends.
I've been experiencing long-term boredom. It happens when you find yourself stuck in the rut of everyday, unchanging routine. It leads me to commit acts of complete spontaneity, like deciding to chat up the new guy at work simply because I can, or reaching out to old friends I never truly got along with.
I cannot be here anymore. I need to make a change. My job is slowly killing me. Winter is taking its toll, even though I feel more prepared for it this year. Bowser isn't as snuggly as normal. He's gotten jealous of Jane and it seems like he doesn't sleep in the bed with me much now.
Maybe I should have upped my dosage after all.
Short-term boredom is the usual, everyday boredom. It can be cured with a video game. A book. A TV show or movie. Hanging out with friends.
I've been experiencing long-term boredom. It happens when you find yourself stuck in the rut of everyday, unchanging routine. It leads me to commit acts of complete spontaneity, like deciding to chat up the new guy at work simply because I can, or reaching out to old friends I never truly got along with.
I cannot be here anymore. I need to make a change. My job is slowly killing me. Winter is taking its toll, even though I feel more prepared for it this year. Bowser isn't as snuggly as normal. He's gotten jealous of Jane and it seems like he doesn't sleep in the bed with me much now.
Maybe I should have upped my dosage after all.