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[wapatang]

Wow.. I haven't written in this thing for ages..

But I really need something to take my mind of the pain, and I really don't care who see's my feelings written down on the internet, because I don't have much dignity left.. Like I told him, All that stuff went with my heart when I gave it to Jack.. so who knows when I'll get it back..

So he tells

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[hesfb]

Oh gosh. haha most inappropriate response ever.
Well. Shit. Hmmm. As you said it totally sucks and im torn between saying that i hope you get over him and move on and saying that i hope you guys get back together like you always have in the past. i think ill go with the first option though and not so much as move on (as i imagine that sounds pretty unrealistic right now) but rediscover who it is you are. now i know that sounds corny as hell but you said you lost friends and stuff for jack right? well nows the time to make ammends... or make new friends... like im talking totally out of my arse cuz ive never been in your position but i reckon that if you got out and tried to have fun it would probably be better than dwelling on it or losing sleep over it which, as beth said, you are prone to do.

PS. not entirely sure whether i qualify as a friend but anyway... you havent lost me... or beth... or tons of other people im sure. just reach out and reconnect...

xx

sorry if thats all crap. :)

PPS. cya at boat camp... fuck i tried to do an erg today and i seriously couldnt. like not even 2km. im so deeply unfit... guess thats what you get for going on holidays for two months.... but yea i dont think that ill be rowing with you come next week...