Goddammit. Now I can't keep pretending
this show doesn't exist. I wish I hadn't looked.
White Envelope #3 in the mail today. The final one. With a message specifically to me from Alice-chan.
No words.
...Oh for Christ's sake, I'm crying again. Alice-chan retiring is one thing but I hate the mere thought of this show so much. I simply don't want it to happen, ever. It's stupid but I just... I can't deal with it.
Thank god no one retires in concerts, so I don't have to worry about taidan announcements again until Thursday. "R"ising!! rehearsals started today; Gin-chan on the 12th.
Ugh, ugh, ugh. *crawls into a hole*